this is my 223rd post. ahha. still rmbed the time when i thought blogging was damned stupid! HAHA.
anyhow, new blogskin! in my favourite colour! PURPLEEEE. rejoice! MUAHA
cathleen is going for some camp starting today! and dominic left for sydney today! how sad. two of my best friends LEFT ABRUPTLY. haha! i should really be studying. the weather is OH-SO-PERFECT. for sleeping. my sister is gonna cook dinner tonight! wahaha. shall see how it turns out
my brother was damn sweet just now. usually he`s annoying and all. but he helped me draw the curtains, put on the covers, and switch off the light before leaving me to sleep peacefully in HIS room. wahaha. so nice. kindof a rare occurance. since he`s usually pesky!
actually, i can`t WAIT for the two years to come to an end. it`ll be when my life will really start. another shot at life. (:
its not that i dislike my life. i love it alot. thank you very much. i love choir. i love my class. i even kindof like the teachers at school. its just that, we`re still stuck in a school system (JC) while others are in the poly are already experiencing something different. it makes them so much more independent, to be able to make choices--to decide whether to skip school that particular day, to wear what you feel on that particular day. heels, flats, jeans, skirts, tees, shorts. to express their emotions through their attire and wardrobe.develop and hone their sense of style. a large sprawling campus that allows for excerise! it kindof is a preparation of university life where obviously, everyone wants to land up in eventually. i seem so PRO-poly
that aside, the jc curriculum suits me better. even though there`s always a whirlpool of activity. we have to regurgitate and memorise endlessly. though definitely, understanding is the key for scoring. despite the hectic flurry of mind-blowing activities, i have really enjoyed. in a manner i never deemed possible. though we`re still very much constricted, in terms of the many rules and regulations kept in place by the draconian dm`s. i have come to really enjoy the eclectic choir songs. i have a new circle of friends. though the old ones i`ll defnitely still keep! (:
i want to experience what it`s like to EARN a living. where i actually WORK for money. its the first step to stepping out of my comfort zone. my pampered, sheltered life, i will willingly shed in exchange for something new. actually i really despise those pple that keep demanding money from their parents. not as in allowance, but additional money, be it for shopping and other materialistic demands. granted, i am materialistic, and am certainly not ashamed of admitting it. but at least i pay for all these myself, through saving. unlike my brother, who keeps buying those super expensive stuff. with my parents money. tsk. just lectured him just now.
anyhow, its kindof weird that i suddenly blog abt these kindof stuff. it must be the weather.
no mood to mug still. i miss my besties. LOVESS
